A little nervous

I'm a little nervous about the echo this morning. I'm not sure when I'll find out the results which is a little frustrating. Let me give you a little background. Our childrens hospital, PCMC, is 45 mins to an hour away. They just built a new hospital literally 5 mins away from us. This new hospital is not a childrens hospital, but they have outpatient clinics there with doctors from PCMC. This is fantastic for us, I would have never made it all the way to the hospital for a 9 am appointment unless I got up at 5! When we have an echo done at the hospital, the doctor always just comes and tells me the results right then. Well at this hospital our doctor wasn't there, so I don't know how soon they read it and put it into the system. As soon as its in the system my ped can pull it up on her computer. She's going to try at lunch and see if its up.
The reason I'm worried is the echo tech kept asking me weird questions. She asked me if he had a line in that went close to his heart. I said no. She asked me if recently he had a line in. I told her he hasn't had a line in his upper body for two years. He's clotted off all of his major vessels in his upper body, making it impossible to put lines in. So now I'm worried he has a huge clot or extreme narrowing somewhere new in his heart. The techs aren't allowed to say anything to the parents. Probably because they are not trained to read the echo's and could possible give wrong info. I'm hoping its nothing, but Jax has a major clotting disorder. A clotting disorder that has already taken the life of a DS friend. We thought that Jax was doing good on his blood thinners, but maybe he has clots we haven't found yet.
Ugh, I need to keep myself busy or I'll go crazy!