Its definitely stress

Well now I know that headaches, heart palpitations and neck pain is stress. Its rearing its ugly head today, a day that I took Mondo to the orthodontist and found out that all his stuff is going to cost me 3900 dollars. Yeah, and thats with insurance. The total is over 5000 dollars, and my insurance only pays 1500. Should I call around to ortho's and see if they will give me an estimate on their prices? Or just deal with it. Its a really nice office, but I wonder if all the fun stuff they do causes their prices to be higher. I just want the lowest price possible. But I'm exhausted. I don't have the energy to call around. I also just got a call that Jax can't get traditional medicaid and the only waiver she knows of is the brain waiver, which he has but they have to be 18. I'm sure different states have different waivers, but how can our state have no waivers for kids? Now if we go to Boston it will all have to be out of pocket. Oh, here comes the pounding heart again.

We are trying to find a way daddy can go part time to get through school. But I don't know how we can afford that.

Sigh, does it ever end.

Tomorrow I get to drive all the way to the hospital to meet with a doctor who's already told me he doesn't know what to do about Jax siezures anymore. Remind me why I'm meeting with him again? I honestly don't know. I was hoping we would have heard from Boston by now. Because if someone will fix his SVC problem, then the increased siezures may improve some on there own. I can't wait to hear what he has to say tomorrow. (Do you sense that sarcasm?) The only good thing this week is picking up Jax new stroller on Thursday, and knowing it was covered 100% by insurance. Finally something.

Here's a good way to end a sour post. A cute blankie kido and a pic of my munchkin man.