He's in

They took Jax back about a half hour ago. I will post some pics of him going back when my hubby comes with my computer.
Is it bad when the anesethisiologist wants to know what his CODE status is? Meaning what are our wishes if something were to happen. I told him right now he is full code. But if that time comes we will make the final decision then. What a question to ask.
Since the trach has come up I get the feeling once again that people don't think Jax needs one more thing. I agree the poor kid needs a break, but does he not have a quality of life? I think he does. Yeah his smiles are very small and you have to look hard to catch one. And he doesn't do much eye contact because his vision is very limited. But you've seen him babble. He is a baby, he deserves everything. Its not like he just sits there and stares into nothing. He does interact. And although the trach terrifies me, and I still have a lot of questions to ask about it, its not that big of a surgery, and its not like he will be in pain with it, he will just breath through his neck instead of his mouth.
Ok, there's my rant, I'll update as soon as they update me.