Shh, he's finally sleeping

I'm writing this post while everyone is asleep because I have been up with a screaming baby for the last hour. I finally had to do the put the baby down and walk away thing. I think he has finally fallen asleep on the futon in our computer room. I haven't slept for the last four nights. I don't know what his problem is, he's never had pain like this with other surgeries, if thats even what the problem is. He still drops his sats when he cries and he drops the second the oxygen is out of his nose, so his alarm is going off all night long. I think tonight I'm going to put a piece of tegaderm over his nose to keep the cannula in. (Is that mean?)
I really hope his follow up with our ped tomorrow is productive, I'm going crazy. (Besides being super cranky)
I found out in the hospital that the supplies I will need for his new tube are not carried by our homecare company. I have to go through a different supply company. Someone else to have on my phone list. I had also heard they weren't covered by my insurance, but they do all colostomy supplies so how can that not be covered. I am going to call my case manager tomorrow and let her do all the dirty work for me to find out whats covered.

Oh, and Happy Fathers day to my dad, the guy that can do just about anything. Sing, play music, draw, fix things. If you ever need anything, he's the man.
And to my hubby, thats been the rock through all of our problems. Bringing us closer together instead of tearing us apart as we deal with all of our stresses. I love you more than anything.
The holidays seem to take the back burner nowdays, I still have birthday presents I need to get out, so I totally forgot Fathers day was today.
Sigh..
Thanks to all my friends for your support and kind words. And for loving my baby that you've never even met.